In need of buddy

Hey, I’m Emily and I’m in need of a Pro-Ana buddy. I am 14 and live with my mother and brother. Tips for getting around them would be appreciated 

Some things you should know if you are considering helping me:
Starting weight: 201.6  (kill meeee)
Goal 1: 190
Goal 2: 170
Goal 3: 150
Final goal: 130 or below
This is my first time using a blog site, so if you want to efficiently contact me, please send me an email: stayingstrong4ana@gmail.com 
Just know I will not answer any messages instantly because I use more than one gmail account for different things.